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07 June 2009 @ 08:50 pm
um... lets see... update..
I am afriad this will be mostly negative... so here goes..

Was dating the guy I always thought of as "the one". It ended badly when he flipped out suddenly, and started an arguement with me in which he pretty much projected his anger at his ex-wife at me and ran away from the relationship. He acted badly enough that I no longer believe him to even be a good person and friendship is not salvagable.
Brendan has since then taken me out a few times and we have tried to begin working things out. He was never really happy about the break-up and pretty much refused to believe it. I am not sure how I feel about this. I am not excited about it, but it isn't aweful either. I have always said Brendan is a good guy.. and there isn't anything particularly wrong with him... I am just not sure if he is THE GUY for me. He is a great guy, and a wonderful boyfriend... so not to put him down in any way... I just don't know if I feel like he is someone I want to marry and spend the rest of my life with. I guess I owe him the chance to try.. he has never done anything too horrible to me.

I haven't been out much. Love drama has been sucking most of my time and energy... and left me feeling less than social. I think I would like to go to Mackinaw soon. I feel like I need to be by water.

Stacy's sister is getting married and apparently pissing everyone off in the process. At least I am not the only one with problems.

The days have been long, boring, and disappointing. I feel like I am getting to old for all this crap.
31 May 2009 @ 11:41 pm
I am sad.
I have been living the same life for 7 years. 7 years ago, I thought that my situation was temperary. Everything is begining to look more permant now... and this isn't how I wanted things to be.

I am sick of:

* My Job
* Being Lonely
* Being A single parent
* Living alone
* Always being out of money
* Renting
* Eating pizza because I have nothing else
* Never having enough time with my daughter
* Being disappointed
* Waiting
27 May 2009 @ 01:05 pm
Been Bored. Really bored. Need something fun to do soon.
25 May 2009 @ 04:21 pm
Does anyone have any suggestions to cure or calm the itching of hives???
My boyfriend got sick almost a month ago and broke out into hives at the same time. He isn't sick anymore, but the hives won't go away. They aren't contagious, they just seem to be contained to him, but nothing seems to really help with them. I think it is probably something that is going to have to run its course, my friend larissa had something similar a few months ago... but they are driving him crazy. If anyone has any suggestions that would be great!!!
This is what he has tried already:

Taking B vitiams
Taking an overload of Vitamin C
Anti-itch anti-fungal creams
rubbing sanitizer on himself

I thought maybe he should take some garlic.
17 May 2009 @ 04:10 pm
"Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it."
04 May 2009 @ 12:32 am
Ya know... I am never really on LJ anymore. Find me on Facebook.
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29 March 2009 @ 11:44 am
Going to attempt to be lazy most of the day... though at some point I think I should steam clean my living room carpet near the door.
25 March 2009 @ 02:47 pm
I want to lay around at home today. Life is so unfair.
22 March 2009 @ 03:12 pm
Went out with Vicki and Rick last night to see Marco's band. Had a really good time and met some interesting characters. WOO!!!
We will defidently have to do it again sometime.