um... lets see... update..
I am afriad this will be mostly negative... so here goes..

Was dating the guy I always thought of as "the one". It ended badly when he flipped out suddenly, and started an arguement with me in which he pretty much projected his anger at his ex-wife at me and ran away from the relationship. He acted badly enough that I no longer believe him to even be a good person and friendship is not salvagable.
Brendan has since then taken me out a few times and we have tried to begin working things out. He was never really happy about the break-up and pretty much refused to believe it. I am not sure how I feel about this. I am not excited about it, but it isn't aweful either. I have always said Brendan is a good guy.. and there isn't anything particularly wrong with him... I am just not sure if he is THE GUY for me. He is a great guy, and a wonderful boyfriend... so not to put him down in any way... I just don't know if I feel like he is someone I want to marry and spend the rest of my life with. I guess I owe him the chance to try.. he has never done anything too horrible to me.

I haven't been out much. Love drama has been sucking most of my time and energy... and left me feeling less than social. I think I would like to go to Mackinaw soon. I feel like I need to be by water.

Stacy's sister is getting married and apparently pissing everyone off in the process. At least I am not the only one with problems.

The days have been long, boring, and disappointing. I feel like I am getting to old for all this crap.

I am sad.
I have been living the same life for 7 years. 7 years ago, I thought that my situation was temperary. Everything is begining to look more permant now... and this isn't how I wanted things to be.

I am sick of:

* My Job
* Being Lonely
* Being A single parent
* Living alone
* Always being out of money
* Renting
* Eating pizza because I have nothing else
* Never having enough time with my daughter
* Being disappointed
* Waiting

Been Bored. Really bored. Need something fun to do soon.

Does anyone have any suggestions to cure or calm the itching of hives???
My boyfriend got sick almost a month ago and broke out into hives at the same time. He isn't sick anymore, but the hives won't go away. They aren't contagious, they just seem to be contained to him, but nothing seems to really help with them. I think it is probably something that is going to have to run its course, my friend larissa had something similar a few months ago... but they are driving him crazy. If anyone has any suggestions that would be great!!!
This is what he has tried already:

Taking B vitiams
Taking an overload of Vitamin C
Anti-itch anti-fungal creams
rubbing sanitizer on himself

I thought maybe he should take some garlic.

"Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it."

Ya know... I am never really on LJ anymore. Find me on Facebook.

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Going to attempt to be lazy most of the day... though at some point I think I should steam clean my living room carpet near the door.

I want to lay around at home today. Life is so unfair.

Went out with Vicki and Rick last night to see Marco's band. Had a really good time and met some interesting characters. WOO!!!
We will defidently have to do it again sometime.

I can't sleep. This sucks!

Everyone I know is having horrible issue's lately. I feel so bad for all of my friends that it is really getting me down. I didn't sleep last night and I feel crappy.

"And it's true that the clouds just hung around
Like black Cadillacs outside a funeral."

"And we drove to the ferry
Like the cat and canary
I said, "Baby, it's scary
When it's so beautiful."

Its probably going to be a slow, lonely, week.
Stacy is gone on vacation, so is Amy, Brendan is working when I am not, and mike pretty much works all of the time. At least I will get a lot of alone time in.

The last few weekends haven't been that awesome.

I don't know what is going on where my love life is concerned. I have decided that men are just crazy... especially Aries ones.

Other then that things are pretty ok. My car got fixed... and then someone ran into it in the parking lot of the movie theater. I am still semi-broke, but not as bad as the begining of the winter... and it promises to get better.
I have lost 10lbs since I started trying to lose weight.. I still have a long way to go to get back into my corsets....

I want to have a party sometime in the next few weeks. I told Stacy I would wait until she got back from her vacation.

I think I might be in Flint on the 21st for the vegan dinner thing at Marians church in case anyone cares.

"I left that book on the table
For you to read, but
You've got to be willing
To pick up the language, at least."

Hmm..

Well, I am trying to make some changes in my life that will hopefully turn out positivly. Taking control of how my life is working out is my main goal. I realized I spend too much time making my plans around what other people want. What I want always gets put second. I need to start doing what I WANT. If things aren't working out the way I would like, I have to find new paths to getting what I would like. I have to be open to opportunity, instead of afraid of change. My constant fear of change has held me back a lot. I have been stressed out because I am doing some things that are shaking up the normal routine of my life... but I think when things settle I will be satisfied with the results... I just have to make it to the point where things settle without having a nervous break down.

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